Today I wanted to cry.
That is being a little dramatic, but the realization that I am not going to be working with a baseball team this season is starting to sink it.
Please do not misunderstand me, because I am so grateful to have a job right now. I have met so many people who have recently graduated and cannot find a job. It makes me incredibly grateful.
Today is the home opener for the BYU baseball team. Right now they’re up 4-2 against
I just miss being in the press box, I miss tracking down the lineups and posting them for the media – the pre-game meals.
I miss prying open the windows of the press box in an effort to better understand the umpire when he calls balls and strikes and having to crank the heat up because of the cold air rushing in from the window.
My heart hurts a lot. This feeling reminds me of the feeling you get when a boy you used to date starts dating someone – you feel replaced, cast aside. I don’t like it.